I lay here in bed tossing and turing because I have a lot on my mind. School has suddenly appeared, we start Monday. That alone is huge and has my nerves all in a mess. I'm going to school, I know that much but the part that's got me worried is what to take. I've had my heart set on taking photography classes and trying to make that a career one way or another. My financial backer for school, Aka mom seems to think photographys not the way to go. She decided to tell me this the Friday before school starts and It's put a big damper on my plans.
I'm not sure what to do, she is pushing the issue of doing something in the medical field like an x-ray tech, from what I know it's a quick school and great money. As great as the sounds it doesn't hold my interest whatsoever. She suggests that I do that program and do my photography on the side, until I can make enough to support myself on it. I'm just not sure that's what I want to do. I mean do I do what's going to make me happy and hopefully going to earn me a living or do I do something I'm going to dislike but make a for sure income? I'm sure some of you are like duh, make money and deal with it but do I really want to be unhappy and dread my job? That's tough, I've got to really think about other paths I can take that will make me happy but also earn me a living..Thank goodness I am starting with general ed this semester.. It gives me some time to think.
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Saturday, August 15, 2009
by Lew